New Mexico Creative Industries Business Development and Expansion Grant
This week the New Mexico Economic Development Department announced that ten creative industry businesses will receive a total of $241,000 dollars through the New Mexico Creative Industries Business Development and Expansion Grant. The program supports creative businesses across the state as they scale operations, strengthen infrastructure, and expand market opportunities.
My company, Curious Bluebird LLC, was selected to receive $25,000.
Growing a Creative Business
The grant will support investment in studio infrastructure, locally sourced fiber materials, marketing, and technology to increase fiber art production, expand inventory, and strengthen educational offerings. The project will support workshops and virtual programming, grow earned revenue through art sales and teaching, and enhance long-term business sustainability.
I share this with gratitude and also with perspective, because this moment did not begin with this grant or my early years of freelancing, or even five years ago when I founded Curious Bluebird.
In Praise of Every Job
It began decades ago in places that did not look like solo entrepreneurship. Hospital corridors. Restaurant kitchens. Theater lobbies. Classrooms. Nonprofit offices.
Before I built an art and education company rooted in fiber, ecological practice, and relational teaching, I held many jobs.
Hospital volunteer. Janitor. Dishwasher. Fast food cook. Movie theater concessions. Mall photo booth (Santa and Easter Bunny!) photographer. Video rental clerk. After-school teaching artist. Nonprofit arts administrator. Grant writer. Early childhood educator.
For a long time, I told the story in a linear way. Those were the jobs before my art career began.
But that framing no longer feels honest.
Self-employment is not inherently better than wage or even salaried work. Running a business is not superior to cleaning a floor, washing dishes, changing diapers or staffing a desk. I do not believe in a hierarchy of labor where some forms of work are elevated and others diminished. All labor carries dignity. All labor shapes communities.
What changed for me was not status. It was alignment.
Self-employment allows me to weave together my studio practice, my educational philosophy & training, and my commitment to ecologically-attuned practices. It allows me to pull all of these experiences together to design a business around values that matter to me. That is what feels fulfilling. Not ascent. Not escape. Integration.
When I volunteered at a hospital and worked in a dentist’s office, I learned that visible care rests on invisible systems- coordination, sanitation, timing, and attention. That understanding now informs how I run my company. The public sees workshops and exhibitions. Behind them are spreadsheets, supply orders, registration systems, grant reports, and long hours of planning.
As a janitor, I learned that detail is a form of respect. Clean corners matter. Attention to details matter.
As a dishwasher and fast food cook, I learned rhythm. In a rush, you find flow or you fall behind. Entrepreneurship requires that same steadiness.
Working concessions and photographing families in hectic settings taught me public presence. Every interaction shapes someone’s experience. Reputation is built moment by moment.
At a video rental store, I learned that organization is generosity. Systems help people find what they need. Today that lesson lives in how I structure my offerings so that access feels intuitive rather than overwhelming.
In nonprofit arts administration, I learned how cultural ecosystems function. I saw how funding moves, how programming is built, how fragile and resilient creative economies can be. That experience now shapes how I collaborate, how I write proposals, and how I understand the broader impact of creative work in New Mexico.
As a teaching artist and early childhood educator, I learned layered leadership. I learned how to translate complex ideas, how to adapt when plans shift, and how to hold emotional, physical, and intellectual needs at once. I learned that creativity is relational and emergent. That philosophy anchors both my classroom and my studio.
“My name is Benito Antonio Martínez Ocasio. And if I’m here today at Super Bowl 60, it’s because I never, ever stopped believing in myself. You should also believe in yourself. You’re worth more than you think. Believe me”
Recently, I watched Benito Antonio Martínez Ocasio (Bad Bunny) say on one of the largest stages in the world that he never stopped believing in himself.
Belief does not always look impressive. Sometimes it looks like finishing a shift and quietly holding a dream. Sometimes it looks like applying for a grant even when nearly one hundred businesses across the state are doing the same.
Belief is not entitlement. It is endurance.
The Business Development and Expansion Grant invests in infrastructure, professional services, equipment, technology upgrades, and long-term growth. For Curious Bluebird, that means strengthening the physical studio space, sourcing more regional wool and fiber, expanding production capacity, improving marketing systems, and enhancing virtual and in-person educational programming.
It means building something sustainable.
Receiving this support does not erase the years of labor that came before. It affirms that the labor mattered.
Nothing was wasted.
The jobs that once felt temporary (and at times, overwhelming) built systems thinking, communication under pressure, emotional intelligence, and respect for every form of work. They built the foundation that made this moment possible.
New Mexico’s creative industries are described as defining our culture and our economic future. I believe that. I also believe that culture is built not only by artists on stages or in galleries, but by cooks, janitors, educators, clerks, administrators, and volunteers. By all of us.
Self-employment, for me, is simply the weaving together of everything I have learned.
I am grateful for this investment. I am grateful for the labor that shaped me. And I remain committed to building a business that honors creativity, community, and the dignity of work in all its forms.
Belief carried me here….and the work continues.
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